Yesterday, I enrolled in online A level courses. I now know what I want to do and what I need to do to get there. I’m back on track to creating a career for myself. It feels amazing to actually be doing something meaningful again. I have been doing virtually nothing for over 6 months. All I have wanted for so long is to do something with my life and it finally feels like I am. I’m so happy to be back on track and studying again.
I have to be very careful not to do too much too soon, otherwise, I will get worse again. This is going to be really difficult because all I want to do is work. I may not actually be able to do anything yet, as my brain can’t cope with anything like that, but it’s nice to know I can do something if I feel I can manage it, or if I at least want to try.