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I have my college meeting this afternoon, but first, I have another hypnotherapy appointment to prepare me for it.
I’m really nervous about my college meeting. They’re going to decide whether I can stay enrolled in college or not. Seeing as I haven’t been in at all this year, I’m going to say probably not. I don’t know what we’re going to talk about in the meeting, but it feels like my future is in their hands. It sort of is, but there are other things I can do instead of college.
I kind of want them to say I can’t go back to college. It feels like a waste of my time. I only take 2 A levels, so I can’t get enough UCAS points to go to university. They just seem pointless. It feels like I spend my whole life waiting for things to happen. To me, the only good thing about staying at college is I get to see my friends, as I don’t really see them outside of college.